Why God...

Oh my heart has been heavy the past couple of months, and I have learned how to put a smile on my face and keep dancing with my best foot forward. I look for the positives in my day to over throw the negatives. I have been on my knees asking why God did this happen. Why is my heart broken into a million pieces, please help me put it back together. Today my sweet grandpa burred his mom and then a couple hours later got a call that his other "mom" my nana had passed away after battling years of a cancer that was eating her from the inside out. My nanie has surgery on Tuesday on her heart, I had my heart broken into a million pieces from a satiation. God keeps putting trials in my life, and I tell him I know your doing this so I become the person you need me to be. Someone gave me the analogy of a phenix telling me I was the phenix and all my trials I was rising from the ashes but I wasn't perfected yet into the phenix my Heavenly Father needed me to be. That hit home and has made all the trials I have faced lately and will face worth it. Why god isn't the question I ask anymore it is how god, how do you need me to grow from this to help others. I know that my family is eternal I will see them again someday.  My heart is full of love for my Father in Heaven and my brother Jesus Christ. It's full of love for my family, and friends that bless my life and bring a smile to my face. I know God is oh so good and God is in all the details. In my life, your life, everyone because he loves us.

-Until Next Time Hallie